RIP ah ma

to my dearest grandma

You took care of the family
Granpa, 4 sons, 5 daughters, 4 granddaughters, 10 grandsons
also Jojo, our little dog with 2 cats

Everytime I am back in JB, we have good food, lunch, dinner, breakfast,
everything ready on the table

You wash clothes, sun the clothes, iron the clothes
always taking care of the house and everybody living in it

i'm sorry that I am not there for the past few years, only be able to see you twice
I seldom call back and ask how are things at home

I will remember your last words

宇恩，还好吗？
新年有回来吗？
要好好照顾身体


阿嫲，谢谢你
安息吧

Damn those feelings

Don't know why, last time, always want to be in the room, play my games, watch my football

Then people come kacau me

 exam come kacau me

assignment come kacau me.. 

Then now leh, no exam

 no assignment

then in the room dont know wanna do what.. kns..

Today everybody already left school, go traveling.. then I still got one more interview before I go travel.. 

Walao.. no mood d macam ni.. tomorrow wanna take total 7 hour journey just to go for interview.. 

No tickets refund, some more need to wear suit go up the mountain.. 

really sweat.. then after interview come back eat alone some more dinner.. 

walao really sien dao..

Anyway, lately dont know why siao liao..
worry this worry that..
what i worry most is my gf who's going to japan for around 1 month student exchange
some more she go alone, no friend, no teacher
and also dont know she got enough money or not..

with all these feeling i also dont know how to go enjoy my turkey trip..

if you dont know, yes, i am going to turkey

why ?

because places i wanna go no one go with me,
places ppl going i already went there before,
now all also upside down

sien