Saturday, August 28, 2010

寻找

啊!!!!!我还没有找到一个可以谈心事的朋友啊。感觉告诉我找到了可是不知道为什么觉得沟通上有问题,我需要一个了解我的人,明白我的人,或者不能怪任何人,因为我太奇怪了=。= 我想因为这个人很特别,所以会比较难找吧。但是都不用到现在一个都没有的嘛!!!!!!!现在觉得我还没有来之前很幸运很幸运非常非常幸运因为一个来了又一个,尤其是Eugene, Chow, Lulu, Pei Hua, Miao, John, Yin, Dan, Vivian, Min 朋友们,现在你们在这里多好啊。我真的很想很想很想念你们,至少你们明白我心情,我的情况,想找人谈下天都难,被逼晚上做功课,打兵乓,不然就陪其他人喝酒玩牌,又怕吵到别人睡觉,有时也过意不去。大学的日子都是这样的嘛?很不习惯晚上都只有我一个人的时候,尤其是吃晚餐后,就做功课,然后睡觉。旅行都只为了过时间,因为根本就没有东西做。但是如果你问我,我想要做什么,我也答不出。矛盾矛盾很矛盾。双鱼座,现在是死鱼一条。等待着。寻找着 。

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

温馨

今天是我来到这里,第一次感到温馨的感觉。再一次,又有离别的场面了。今天是一位老师离开这里,原因不大清楚不过都不重要。她没有教过我,只是偶尔碰面时笑了笑,打个招呼而已。学生们都被安排到校门欢送她,我们第一年的学生根本不知道发生什么事,就围着校门,等着。同时,越来越多学生出现。当她来到reception时,有一位学长站了出来,说了一句 :whatever happens here, will always stay in my heart.
虽然她没有教我,但是从学长们对她的态度和不舍,可以说她是一位很好的老师。那位老师和学长拥抱起来,可以感受到有一种很不舍得的感觉,那位男同学哭了。就是这个时候,突然间我感到很温馨。我觉得他很勇敢表达自己,在老师和学生面前,可以说出他的心声。 这时让我想起我离开马来西亚那种温馨,拥抱的感觉, 我都很怀念。我想起以前,当我放弃自己的时候,老师都从来没有放弃我。我一直都想谢谢他们,但是总是觉得没有这个必要,说实话,是没有勇气。今天,我学到了一样东西, 表达自己的心声是不需要勇气的。主要是对象明白就好了,不需要很感人的台词更加不用很美丽的句子。最重要,就是那份心意。

就好像当初我追 pei hua 时,的那份心意 <3



今天有人问我, 你这么快就 home sick 了吗?其实我很在意她这样问我, 但是, 对, 我很想回家。我很想念有人陪伴的日子

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Movie & Club

20th of August, second day I went for a jog near campus and it's raining like the first time. I know that if I don't start now, I won't do it especially when I can't during winter.

After that, we had a rest before going to dinner and then we went for a movie, SALT. There was the trailer of Harry Potter & The Deathly Hollows which made me want to watch it so much. I hope by the time I'm back in Malaysia the movie is still on !! pray hard !! The cinema here was nice and it's CHF 14 per ticket, locally, it's still expensive, for me. So many movies is coming up and I can't afford to watch all of them. What a pity. ~.~ When it's getting exciting in the middle of the movie, suddenly there a slide, wishing all guest to ENJOY THE BREAK !!! I was shocked. WTF ?! Break ?!
Unbelievable !! The movie resumed in 10 minutes and in the end, obviously it's telling you that SALT 2 will be coming. Crap. I hate these kind of movies.




After movie they decided to go to The Loft. Tonight's event was Gay Night. LOL. This time I wanted to go because I wanted to see a Gay Club. Haha. When we were there, we lined up and our id were checked. Supposedly we dont have to pay any entrance fee, but there was a DJ there so CHF 10 charged per head. Damn it. It's not as big as rum jungle, maybe half of it and it's packed. I think the DJ is better than other DJs from the clubs I went previously. Only thing is that he speaks german. =___= The main point, gays. LOL. Some of them even take of their clothes. Some even started kissing, not only gays, lesbians as well. It was an eye opener for me. @.@ We had fun together lots of other students from IMI as well. We left around 1.30am and by the time I reach my room and sleep it was around 3am already. I'm still not really interested in clubbing anyway. But it was a good experience. =)



Saturday, August 21, 2010

Switzerland


I've never really expected anything before I come to Switzerland. My impression for a European country is advance, efficient public transports and that's all. When I reached Luzern, it was cold, at least to me it was. It was only around 15 °C and I had to put my jacket on, and they say it's only summer.

I didn't sleep well on the plane due to babies crying all the time, and when I was brought to my room, the next thing I was told to change to my business suit for lunch. WTH ?! Just for lunch. Fine. Unpack, changed, went down for lunch. Then changed back into casual, and went for city tour. I was like awake for more than 19 hours and didn't even get a good rest, but had to go on a city tour. So, we got onto the bus, and it's around 15 minutes drive to the city from campus. We were brought to the train station, and the bus stops, then around the lake together with some introductions to markets, post office, banks and etc. However, one thing made me excited, a LIVERPOOL bar. Haha. Never even in my dreams I would see one here. I'd love to go at least once! The lake was beautiful with clear waters with swans and ducks swimming around. No joke, the swan is at least half as big as a teenage girl. Honestly I'm quite happy because I get to see quite a few beautiful blonds. =D

Nothing special about Induction day. Briefing and rules as usual. Introduction to lecturers, chefs and staff. Everything is on the website here. Time tables, lecture power points, news, events, and even communication can be done directly to lecturers through the University website. It's quite impressing on the way they do things here. The campus is not very big, and there's a recreational area for students where they play table tennis, table futsal and pool, a library, gym, a place for students to do discussions, a very beautiful view of the town on the mountains across the lake.








Slowly, I get along with more friends. Most of them are speaking english, and I use cantonese when I talk to those from Hong Kong. There's quite a long range of international students here from all over Asia, Koreans, Japanese, Vietnamese, Malaysians, Thais, Indonesians. And from America, Russia, Norway, Holland, Australia, Africa, China. The only language I don't use is Malay here. Great. Sometimes I do have problems hanging out because of topics, difference in thoughts and ideas, cultural backgrounds and social backgrounds. Most of the time I stick with friends from my own country, Vietnamese, Thais. In class, mostly is with the students from Hong Kong. Somehow, I find it hard to adapt with the Europeans. I hope the situation will change in the future.



Classes has already begun now, so far everything is ok. Nothing much to mention. Only subject I have a problem is Food & Beverage. At the moment, it's all about beer, wine, tasting, history, procedure and everything. Unfortunately for me, it's one of the must-know knowledge in this industry. Food is something I worry least because I feel like I'm in heaven due to the variety and style of cooking with I have no problems adapting at all. Of course sometimes I eat outside due to traveling or special occasions. There's also a restaurant ''Swiss Room'' in campus where students get to have a different environment, variety and also to be served by other students there. Most importantly, it's also included in the course fee under the food category. Need to exercise for sure !