I think I am abit abnormal sometimes.
Sometimes I talk too much sometimes I am too quiet.
Often I care about other people's feeling more than myself.
For example, I met a friend at pasar malam, he was working there.
I don't know should I greet or not because I'm scared that he will feel ashamed of his job.
Then people said that I am not friendly.
=.=
My friend was telling me that he has a changed of plans because his late mother passed away.
I wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that, but then I thought of his feeling, and I just don't want to mention about it so that he don't feel bad. But really I feel really sorry for him. :(
Then, I was not in a bad mood, I don't want my anger and frustration shown to other people.
So I stayed away from the crowd, stayed away from my friends so that I don't make them feel uncomfortable. Then, people say I'm acting weird, this and that.
=.=
I don't know why sometimes i'm active and sometimes I just want to be alone.
Staying away from the crowd, I just want to get things done, listen to music.
and be alone.
although I really love and need companionship, but then, sometimes I just want to be alone.
Stupid stuff.
but true.
It's abit of the horoscope thingy, pisces, they are usually like that, very sensitive peoples.
Makes me look so weird !!
