Looking forward

Based on my previous post which was written quite a long time ago, i found that looking back was only dreams that flew past me where i didnt actually taken my chances enough.

Recently, I've started to think about the future a little bit. Finally I'm doing it where i should have done all the time actually. I've been neglecting them always thinking that I am still during my education years and not deciding to take things seriously. I don't know what've gotten into me where I have this sudden urge to move forward. Guess it's the growing up part.

Right now, in higher diploma, thinking that i'm going to graduate in 2014 makes me a bit scared actually. Scared of the future. Because I don't know where I will be when all i want to be is at home near to my sweetheart, friends and family. Somehow, all this uncertainty gives me goosebumps!!

But then, I guess all i can do now is to concentrate at what i'm doing and not just by doing it but doing it great. Being good at what you do is the least to ask for after my parents spent so much money on me giving me this HUGE HUGE HUGE opportunity to be where I am right now. So I'm looking forward to my exams and also securing an internship in a hotel in Switzerland. And hopefully in June, I can end up in either Australia, Maldives or Thailand. The reasons why I chose Australia and Thailand because not only they have very nice hotels over there, it is also nearer to home. Maldives is a very special where I thought if I couldnt afford to spend my holidays there, perhaps working there can be a good idea! Also if I work there, I can as well spend some holiday time there with my sweetie coming over and chill before finally going back to school and start my degree.

So right now securing a placement in a hotel in Switzerland is my top priority. Doesn't matter where I'll be in 5 years time, but then right now, I'm just going to get myself ready for the future.

Lots of work to do peeps and I hope everyone finds their inspiration and work towards a goal, because without a goal, I guess there's no path to walk and you'll only be standing right there.

If I could turn back time

If I could turn back time

I want to be a PL

If I could turn back time

I want to be a chairman

If I could turn back time

I want to take part and win a competition under my leadership

If I could turn back time

I don't want to start a relationship at the age of 16

If I could turn back time

I want to be work hard again for SPM

If I could turn back time

I want to be the President of USST

I want glory but I don't want fame

If I could turn back time

I want to prove to myself that I can

Emo

Dont know why, suddenly feel so emo

packing packing packing, but not to go home :(

that feeling really sucks, i want to go home, i want to see my friends,

i want to be in my comfortable zone, i want to drive to places i want to go,

be with people i cherish,

complain about the burning weather,

listening to all the la, lo, ah..

it really kills me thinking that I will only be home next June.

Kuan Jia Wei is right, i get my chance to broaden my view.

not many have this chance.

many have not been satisfied with what they've been offered.

I guess I could be counted as the lucky one.

Therefore, I will work hard

for all the unfortunate ones.

London

London was great !

more than great actually.

Finally a country where I can understand the language.

you wont know how frustrating it is until you experienced it yourself..

It's my first time travelling with these girls.
Zita, Alison, Helena, Roxanne and Anna.
They are great partners !!
except that they dont really laugh at my jokes,

but who cares, no one really does anyway -.-

as usual, i try to provide entertainment,

but it seems its either too lame or im the only one laughing

-________-

i really respect comedians anyway.

fortunately i found something to entertain them

which is to wrongly use 成语 at wrong situations

for example, 今日的天气晴天霹雳

haha..

then they asked me to use 成语 to describe everyone.

so here's our new name !

不堪一击，旗鼓相当，矮子多计，烟消魂散，飞蛾派管主（例外）

而我就是不问自取

为什么？

因为我觉得很多时候，都是自己拿来的

讲冷笑话，搞到场面冷到爆

所以不问自取咯

all of them are my classmates,

after this trip i get to know them better :)

it's really an enjoyable trip,

I bought a new leather jacket, quite expensive..

haha.. but i like it very much.

I went to Arsenal football stadium also !!

coulnd't believe I have the chance to be there..

never even dreamed of it..

only watched from tv

but I really want to go to Liverpool.

Anfield.

to be inside the stadium and watch the match.

Dream of every Kop !

food was marvelous, portion was big

and most importantly cheap !!

i wished I was studying in london instead.

Switzerland is just so expensive.

People doesnt speak english, and there's no china town.

totally wtf man.

I just fell in love with this city !!

Ipoh is still the best anyway.. hehe..

something about me

I think I am abit abnormal sometimes.

Sometimes I talk too much sometimes I am too quiet.

Often I care about other people's feeling more than myself.

For example, I met a friend at pasar malam, he was working there.

I don't know should I greet or not because I'm scared that he will feel ashamed of his job.

Then people said that I am not friendly.

=.=

My friend was telling me that he has a changed of plans because his late mother passed away.

I wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that, but then I thought of his feeling, and I just don't want to mention about it so that he don't feel bad. But really I feel really sorry for him. :(

Then, I was not in a bad mood, I don't want my anger and frustration shown to other people.

So I stayed away from the crowd, stayed away from my friends so that I don't make them feel uncomfortable. Then, people say I'm acting weird, this and that.

=.=

I don't know why sometimes i'm active and sometimes I just want to be alone.

Staying away from the crowd, I just want to get things done, listen to music.

and be alone.

although I really love and need companionship, but then, sometimes I just want to be alone.

Stupid stuff.

but true.

It's abit of the horoscope thingy, pisces, they are usually like that, very sensitive peoples.

Makes me look so weird !!

Greece and Berlin !!

During sem break went to Greece and Berlin.

One day before travelling went to work in campus Sursee till 2am.

Then next day 9am need to take train to Geneva airport already, tired until..... zzzz

anyway, flight was 3 hours, and the thing is I don't know what Greece is like..

All i know about Greece is Athens, and the Altar of Zeus is there..

So I was quite shocked to see something like a desert when I was arriving on the plane..

No plants, only sands, road and white houses..

So i thought this time doom liao.. haha..

But then it was quite awesome, when we were at the airport, we had a driver from the hotel to

pick us up and send us there, on the way to the hotel, can see all the white houses, narrow

streets, and of course, tourist..

then leh, we reach hotel already, that time also around 7pm, ngam ngam hou time to see sunset.. the view from my room was so nice !!

Don't jealous wor.. hehe..

This is Mykonos, first stop in Greece, we spent 3 days here, then got free spa also !!

after that we went to beach la, went to the town walk walk..

then got play bumper boat also !!! happiest moment of the whole trip !!!

Mykonos is totally a tourist area, can see all the big big cruise from anywhere by the sea..

After Mykonos leh, we went to Santorini which is also another beautiful island..

We took 4 hours ferry to reach there and when we arrive, it was sun set again !!

Stunning !!!

Then we ate lots of seafood also where it Switzerland you cannot eat because of the price !!

We went out to islands la, then went to hot spring..

Funny thing is you have to jump from the boat and swim to the hot spring.. haha..

luckily i still have stamina and breath to come back !!!

It was very nice though..

Next stop, Athens !!!

Athens is not as fun as Mykonos and Santorini because I think it's quite a boring city..

Except they have all these monuments, but cannot see zeus here also..

if not can yum cha with him before go back..

-.-

In Athens I am super happy because I ate alot alot alot alot alot alot of KFC !!!!!

dinner, then supper, then breakfast, then lunch,

KFC, KFC, KFC, KFC

omg, i miss KFC so much..

T.T

After Athen go Berlin already, find Hitler..

haha..

Funny part, do you know the history of this thing ?

One day, a man ride together with 4 horse, went up there and forgot how to come down..

so they stayed there until today..

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very cold now..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

never mind me..

-.-

So that's it !!

9 days holiday end already !!

now back to school..

wee ~

Campus Sursee

Muahaha.. Semester break just finished !!!

The week before the semester break was just so irritating and there's so much work to do !!

However I was so relieved that everything has come to an end.

On Friday I went to Campus Sursee to work part-time as a waiter. I went there together with other students from my school. It was actually something like a gathering event. I think the gathering is for old students. It was actually quite interesting because everyone came in the

same costume, not just a normal costume, it's 泥水工人! Sorry but I don't know what it's called in english. Anyway, the atmosphere was interesting, everyone was wearing like that, as if they were graduates there. Then there was tractors and 铲泥几. The front part where they dig the

mud, they put ice inside, then they put beer on top !!

imagine yourself la.. I didn't take any photo..

then after that during the dinner also have performance..

I really like the breakdance performance..

That guy can do head spin and at the same time take off shirt and pants with only boxer left..

and..

still spinning..

so damn cool..

Just wanted to experience something new..

also because I get paid too !!