Presentation

Today we had a very very brief group presentation. 

At first every group just went out there and say whatever they were going to say

When it was my turn, I walked up there

Then at some point when I was presenting, I felt that I was over-confident

being too cocky

not sure if that's a good thing -.- 

well, alot ppl tell me i have a big ego

i guess that's kinda true

but then it's also interesting to see other people's behaviour when they are confronted with questions and obstacles

it really showed some true identity when someone is really trying to defend what they believe or think

some people cannot take criticism, some people are just stubborn with their views

some people cannot accept what certain people thinks

and then there's me

people actually praised what we did

actually i didnt even do anything

i was just the one who presented the work

the work was done was done by someone else

yet i feel so proud standing there

haha

showed my true self ? 

perhaps.. the bad side of me.. 

the over-confident Eean

RIP ah ma

to my dearest grandma

You took care of the family
Granpa, 4 sons, 5 daughters, 4 granddaughters, 10 grandsons
also Jojo, our little dog with 2 cats

Everytime I am back in JB, we have good food, lunch, dinner, breakfast,
everything ready on the table

You wash clothes, sun the clothes, iron the clothes
always taking care of the house and everybody living in it

i'm sorry that I am not there for the past few years, only be able to see you twice
I seldom call back and ask how are things at home

I will remember your last words

宇恩，还好吗？
新年有回来吗？
要好好照顾身体


阿嫲，谢谢你
安息吧

Damn those feelings

Don't know why, last time, always want to be in the room, play my games, watch my football

Then people come kacau me

 exam come kacau me

assignment come kacau me.. 

Then now leh, no exam

 no assignment

then in the room dont know wanna do what.. kns..

Today everybody already left school, go traveling.. then I still got one more interview before I go travel.. 

Walao.. no mood d macam ni.. tomorrow wanna take total 7 hour journey just to go for interview.. 

No tickets refund, some more need to wear suit go up the mountain.. 

really sweat.. then after interview come back eat alone some more dinner.. 

walao really sien dao..

Anyway, lately dont know why siao liao..
worry this worry that..
what i worry most is my gf who's going to japan for around 1 month student exchange
some more she go alone, no friend, no teacher
and also dont know she got enough money or not..

with all these feeling i also dont know how to go enjoy my turkey trip..

if you dont know, yes, i am going to turkey

why ?

because places i wanna go no one go with me,
places ppl going i already went there before,
now all also upside down

sien

Looking forward

Based on my previous post which was written quite a long time ago, i found that looking back was only dreams that flew past me where i didnt actually taken my chances enough.

Recently, I've started to think about the future a little bit. Finally I'm doing it where i should have done all the time actually. I've been neglecting them always thinking that I am still during my education years and not deciding to take things seriously. I don't know what've gotten into me where I have this sudden urge to move forward. Guess it's the growing up part.

Right now, in higher diploma, thinking that i'm going to graduate in 2014 makes me a bit scared actually. Scared of the future. Because I don't know where I will be when all i want to be is at home near to my sweetheart, friends and family. Somehow, all this uncertainty gives me goosebumps!!

But then, I guess all i can do now is to concentrate at what i'm doing and not just by doing it but doing it great. Being good at what you do is the least to ask for after my parents spent so much money on me giving me this HUGE HUGE HUGE opportunity to be where I am right now. So I'm looking forward to my exams and also securing an internship in a hotel in Switzerland. And hopefully in June, I can end up in either Australia, Maldives or Thailand. The reasons why I chose Australia and Thailand because not only they have very nice hotels over there, it is also nearer to home. Maldives is a very special where I thought if I couldnt afford to spend my holidays there, perhaps working there can be a good idea! Also if I work there, I can as well spend some holiday time there with my sweetie coming over and chill before finally going back to school and start my degree.

So right now securing a placement in a hotel in Switzerland is my top priority. Doesn't matter where I'll be in 5 years time, but then right now, I'm just going to get myself ready for the future.

Lots of work to do peeps and I hope everyone finds their inspiration and work towards a goal, because without a goal, I guess there's no path to walk and you'll only be standing right there.

If I could turn back time

If I could turn back time

I want to be a PL

If I could turn back time

I want to be a chairman

If I could turn back time

I want to take part and win a competition under my leadership

If I could turn back time

I don't want to start a relationship at the age of 16

If I could turn back time

I want to be work hard again for SPM

If I could turn back time

I want to be the President of USST

I want glory but I don't want fame

If I could turn back time

I want to prove to myself that I can

Emo

Dont know why, suddenly feel so emo

packing packing packing, but not to go home :(

that feeling really sucks, i want to go home, i want to see my friends,

i want to be in my comfortable zone, i want to drive to places i want to go,

be with people i cherish,

complain about the burning weather,

listening to all the la, lo, ah..

it really kills me thinking that I will only be home next June.

Kuan Jia Wei is right, i get my chance to broaden my view.

not many have this chance.

many have not been satisfied with what they've been offered.

I guess I could be counted as the lucky one.

Therefore, I will work hard

for all the unfortunate ones.

London

London was great !

more than great actually.

Finally a country where I can understand the language.

you wont know how frustrating it is until you experienced it yourself..

It's my first time travelling with these girls.
Zita, Alison, Helena, Roxanne and Anna.
They are great partners !!
except that they dont really laugh at my jokes,

but who cares, no one really does anyway -.-

as usual, i try to provide entertainment,

but it seems its either too lame or im the only one laughing

-________-

i really respect comedians anyway.

fortunately i found something to entertain them

which is to wrongly use 成语 at wrong situations

for example, 今日的天气晴天霹雳

haha..

then they asked me to use 成语 to describe everyone.

so here's our new name !

不堪一击，旗鼓相当，矮子多计，烟消魂散，飞蛾派管主（例外）

而我就是不问自取

为什么？

因为我觉得很多时候，都是自己拿来的

讲冷笑话，搞到场面冷到爆

所以不问自取咯

all of them are my classmates,

after this trip i get to know them better :)

it's really an enjoyable trip,

I bought a new leather jacket, quite expensive..

haha.. but i like it very much.

I went to Arsenal football stadium also !!

coulnd't believe I have the chance to be there..

never even dreamed of it..

only watched from tv

but I really want to go to Liverpool.

Anfield.

to be inside the stadium and watch the match.

Dream of every Kop !

food was marvelous, portion was big

and most importantly cheap !!

i wished I was studying in london instead.

Switzerland is just so expensive.

People doesnt speak english, and there's no china town.

totally wtf man.

I just fell in love with this city !!

Ipoh is still the best anyway.. hehe..