Dear March

so.. it's 7th of march. and I decided to stay on here to pursue my studies.

I know why I'm here even if I'm unhappy. I'm here to have a brighter future. First bitter, later sweet. This is something I must do in order to provide myself a better lifestyle or maybe even get married. Honestly I have already thought about it. Just brain storming. Haha..

I of course miss my friends and family, but then, like someone said, do the right thing. I guess this is the right thing to do. For the future, I have to endure these difficulties set for me.

Switzerland isn't that bad actually, the only thing bad here is my Uni's education system. maybe in another 2 years my thinking might change, but now, it sucks. i dont want to talk about it.

Anyway, March is here people !!! and it's the month where little eean becomes a man. well, to my parents i'm always their little boy, but now, after working, knowing the value of money, i know how hard my parents did to send me here, to send my sister to australia, and also at the same time owning a house and 2 cars. I don't have a luxury house with swimming pool or spacious garden, or luxury car of BMW or Merz. But i have a home. Which for me is enough. I know my father wanted more than that, but in order to send us oversea, he sacrificed. As a son of my dedicated father, I hope to buy him a car. His dream car. and i dont mind driving his old car at all. and my mother, perhaps a maid ? so that she dont have to be so tired doing house chores after work at night. and this made me stay here. 21 years old aint fun at all. but after taking for 20 years, i guess it's time to give back at least a bit ?

Well, celebrating my birthday this year will be different. Fortunately not alone, i have to work in the evening that day. but on the eve of my birthday, there is a fasnacht in bern !!!

its a celebration of the end of winter, its like halloween in america !! people wearing costumes parading the streets, food stalls from snacks, delicious food and omg pretty girls.. haha.. well, its another of those year i dont want any surprises or present because to me the only present is to have company of friends of family. Guess this year, i have food with me.. hehe.. and maybe take lots of picture with the people in costumes. can't wait to show everyone, i'm excited already. its happening from midnight till 6 in the morning. for the first time there is life at night in switzerland. haha. except clubbing of course, and you know i dont drink and stuff. To those people who remembered my birthday, i thank you but i guess the celebration i wanted was to be with you guys of course. anyway, the date is not on facebook and we'll see who remembers =)

15th of march is when my supervisors are coming back and i dont have to work OT everyday !! i'm freaking tired of all these and i hope to have more holidays so that i can go back to malaysia faster in june !!! just 1 more week and a little more.. i TAHAN !!!

and 20th of march.. HOHOHOHOHO.. i got off day and i can pack to go to italy again !!!

this time, milan and venice.. wohooooo... with gary hong, just 2 guys, bro style.. haha.. yeah march is so happening OMG !!!

and for this year, my birthday wish is GAYS DONT GIVE ME THAT LOOK !!!!

i cannot fucking concentrate and my hands are shaking when i'm collecting the plates and the plates are also vibrating.. stop staring at me or winked at me or whatever !!! i really beh tahan.. i'm not against gays and of course i agree that people can like whoever they want.. but not me please Please pLease plEase pleAse PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know why gays have something for me.. and i have to have eye contacts with customer.. stupid.. next time i dont care liao.. mat yeh eye contact la.. mm ji ah..

yiyer.... my hair stand up jor.. deng...

after italy, its APRIL !!! and may and JUNE !!! omg.. i love march so much !!!

and i'm learning a few dishes also.. hehe.. maybe if you are lucky, you can try my cooking, then i be wait-chef ? haha.. serve mai you la.. sit dai dit.. if you are lucky.. hehe..

wait for me for i will be gladly to serve you.. night everyone !!!

hope march brings you joy as well.. ^^
with love, eean