May-day

Well I guess it's time to update a bit about myself after not blogging for like more than a month !!

May wasn't one of the best month. Till now, I guess 2011 isn't a good year for me yet !!

I felt that I've grown up alot and things and people I used to not understand, I understand them now. I am now easily satisfied compared to last year. Last year I've had things went my way most of the time and I complain less. Little things can make me happy enough for a week because simply there's just too little good things going on lately. Highlight of the month was that I'm able to meet up Jeanette and Patrice !! and flop, was my money kept flowing away from me !!!
first I bought the flight ticket with wrong dates, then bought things which I don't need and I also lost bets from football =.=
Sometimes, we do things even thou we know it's wrong right ? it's call ‘犯贱’ !!
My english is terrible now !!　I've not been speaking english for a very long time and it sucks until I may have to take english course next sem =.=

At this point of time, I've only been looking forward to go home. At the same time, I also felt sad because I'm leaving such a fun working place where I get to enjoy alot and also get good money.

I've been happy with my colleagues, service, kitchen, been eating nice food. I will be back often because this is really one place I feel more like home in switzerland. I will miss how they call me Banana boy. Haha. What a stupid name, but then it sounded warm because only friends would do that, although they are 10 years and even older than me, but they were very nice people and most importantly we help each other out all the time.

I'm not very close with the owners, besides the daughter because she speaks english and also I'm learning alot of german from her !!
Going back this time, somehow it was not as excited as last december, maybe because i've finally settled here. But then there are also people I miss alot.
My grandfather has been lonely ever since my grandmother passed away, and last month i received news that my baby sitter passed away. All of the sudden, I felt my heart cracked abit, she wasn't old, she was healthy, i just saw her last december and I said I would come see her again, but I never thought that it turned out this way. She took care of me when I was young.
I've never done anything for her, and now she's gone just like that.
I don't want the same thing to happen to my grandfather, I will try to see him once every sunday, and have breakfast with him if possible once in a fortnight. I know he loves me a lot, among all grandchildren, I felt it. I love him too, but it's time to show him that.
i didnt give him more than 8A's in exam, no 1st 2nd or 3rd in class, now he just wants me to graduate and have a picture with him, and then get married. I guess it's not hard at all.

My parents, after working here, i know that they've worked hard, for many many years, maybe even cut on their personal expenses or food. I cannot repay them now but then I want to show them that I love them too. Having breakfast and dinner could be the best way to catch up with them because I don't see them any other times.

Also is Pei hua, where I can only spend one month or so with her. I wished I had more time but then, life must go on. Plans are coming but not one is confirmed yet. Maybe when they are, I am ready to feel excited to be back home again.