Letter

yum gong dou.. come jor Switzerland so long..

1 week before i leave only receive one letter wor.. haha.. actually still got geh..

from min !!! but in the middle dont know what happened !!

the letter mm ji go where jor.. didnt arrive in my hand !!

:(

hmm.. anyway.. quite happy to receive the card ^^

thank you !! ♥

mm ji dim gai want to use so NOOOOOOOOOOOOOB geh paper

=___=

you're right.. really cold die me lo.. luckily not staying here for the whole winter jek !

I like this one ! mushroom citizenship card.. haha..

欧阳震华

无论在什么情况下，我也要尽量保持像欧阳震华的灿烂笑容!

不再透露伤心，无奈，失望的表情！

我要我身边的人开心，不被人影响！

我要控制自己，才能赢自己！

^^

你不好逼我啊！

Supper time !!

This call kebap.. haha.. guai lou ramli burger..

nice to eat especially cold cold at night..

deliver some more.. no need go out buy..

jeng dou..

means ask me to eat every night jek.. haha..

inside all the 9 si lapsap also have..

meat, vege, carrots, cabbage and the juice..

saliva dripping jor..

hohohohoho..

Countdown

In 5 days time i will know whether I'm doing internship in Switzerland or not.

I will attend the graduation ceremony. Means I will be back to Malaysia only around 17th.

Time to meet my friends and family.

Still time to meet vivian and also to attend the 50th anniversary gathering.

I won't be continuing here anymore.

I will be at taylor's college.

Another new life for me.

Hopefully this time.

A better one.

Impression

All the while, keeping a good impression, being a good boy, being a good student, being mature, not fooling around, serious in class makes me so not cool among my classmates. I care too much of what people think of me, not being myself frequently. Pretending to be someone I'm not, very tiring indeed. Couldn't sleep well because of the stupid bed and the pillow, still thinks that my room is still too small !!! I have too much complaints about this school. I don't like it here. I am not happy. Only with my friends, hayley and tom i can be myself. Not worrying what they will think of me, I can express myself when I am with them. Telling cold jokes, shouting, acting stupid and childish. Cannot imagine how it would be next semester without them. Another thing is the rabbit, just when I thought we were going well, suddenly I dont know what happened, she stopped talking to me, avoiding me and everything. Did I give a wrong signal ? Is she worried that I am chasing after her ? That she dont want to be a third party and ruin my relationship ? I am just looking for friendship. Like what I had in the past, people who I can talk to when I have problems to solve. To ask for opinions, someone to understand me. Which I found that it is very hard here because we are only seeing each other for 6 months. Since she act this way, I think I have to respect her decision. She must have thought about it and decided to act this way, I dont see any reasons to clear things up because I might just make matters worse. We are in the same group, sees each other in class for all subjects. German and even service class. Now, we dont even talk to each other, not even when we are face to face or doing the same task. I just feel that if she wants to avoid me, I better keep my distance. And I think she sensed it already. So, let it be. She always looks up on me because I am picking up everything very fast. German, tourism, everything. Besides that I can also speak fluent english. She used to ask me for help especially for her english presentations. I thought we can become closer by helping her. She even said that she would treat me once. And so, we set a date. All this while, she never text me. For the first time in 4 months, she sent me a text. Telling me that she is going out with her friends, so we have to change to another day. I was disappointed. That was the first, also the last text i received from her. Never knew that she wouldnt give a damn about me after her presentation is done. My friend said that her presentation was the best in class. Of course. But then she never came back, not even to say thank you. That's the least she could do. But then, nothing. What more can I do ? I just have to step back now. Exams are coming and I need to get rid of this out of my head to focus. I just regret that I put too much hope and effort so that we can be good friends, which I should be putting them onto my studies. Because I'm stupid. I'm an idiot. I know clearly that I don't feel anything for her. I somehow managed to apply for internship. Hopefully I get it. Many thanks to tom and hayley for helping me getting through this friendship that never succeeded. It is time to face the reality Pisces, your worst nightmare.

Confused

I got some feedback from the Diploma in IMI.

Somehow I feel doing Diploma here is not that worth it.

I compared with a few friends who did and did not do Diploma here in IMI.

My friends who used to study in Taylors College back in KL told me that Diploma was 2 years.

As I was told, Diploma in Hospitality is very much based on kitchen and service.

They were saying that back in Taylor's they learned a lot more compared to what they offer here.

They had beverage classes, Kitchen, Service.

They had the same course here but I got a feeling that they just go through things briefly where Taylor's college really get into the details.

I was comparing what I was learning here and what they learned during their first years.

In terms of service, there's a bit difference due to French fine dining & American fine dining. So we cannot really compare.

In beverage class, Taylors College provide classes where students really experience and learn to do cocktails, mock-tails for serving guest purpose.

While here, we only learned how to make Coffee such as double espresso, Cappuccino, with the machine.

Here, most of the things were done in theory. I did learn about cocktails here but only through theory. Next week we are going to visit the bar but we don't get to make cocktails ourselves.

Even in Diploma, they did not learn what my friends learned which I feel is a disadvantage in the future.

In kitchen, Taylor graduates appear to learned more than Diploma students who graduated from IMI.

They discussed about the differences with their classmates in Higher Diploma and it seems that the standard of Certificate & Diploma here is not providing enough.

Then I had another Thai friend who did Diploma in Culinary in New Zealand before joining IMI.

He also agreed that what they are teaching here are not 'up to standards'

Lately they were talking about internships. Some of my friends from Higher Diploma did not even get an interview yet but my friends who did Diploma in Taylors and in New Zealand Culinary school already had 3 interviews and still more to come for the following months. I feel that they are more competitive in terms of knowledge and experience to those who were here all along.

I feel that now I still have a choice before I continue from here.

Maybe I'm looking at the wrong perspective ?

I want to be competitive. Not in terms of studies but in terms of performance and leading. Studies do play a part but experience beats everything. What should I do now ?