London

London was great !

more than great actually.

Finally a country where I can understand the language.

you wont know how frustrating it is until you experienced it yourself..

It's my first time travelling with these girls.
Zita, Alison, Helena, Roxanne and Anna.
They are great partners !!
except that they dont really laugh at my jokes,

but who cares, no one really does anyway -.-

as usual, i try to provide entertainment,

but it seems its either too lame or im the only one laughing

-________-

i really respect comedians anyway.

fortunately i found something to entertain them

which is to wrongly use 成语 at wrong situations

for example, 今日的天气晴天霹雳

haha..

then they asked me to use 成语 to describe everyone.

so here's our new name !

不堪一击，旗鼓相当，矮子多计，烟消魂散，飞蛾派管主（例外）

而我就是不问自取

为什么？

因为我觉得很多时候，都是自己拿来的

讲冷笑话，搞到场面冷到爆

所以不问自取咯

all of them are my classmates,

after this trip i get to know them better :)

it's really an enjoyable trip,

I bought a new leather jacket, quite expensive..

haha.. but i like it very much.

I went to Arsenal football stadium also !!

coulnd't believe I have the chance to be there..

never even dreamed of it..

only watched from tv

but I really want to go to Liverpool.

Anfield.

to be inside the stadium and watch the match.

Dream of every Kop !

food was marvelous, portion was big

and most importantly cheap !!

i wished I was studying in london instead.

Switzerland is just so expensive.

People doesnt speak english, and there's no china town.

totally wtf man.

I just fell in love with this city !!

Ipoh is still the best anyway.. hehe..

something about me

I think I am abit abnormal sometimes.

Sometimes I talk too much sometimes I am too quiet.

Often I care about other people's feeling more than myself.

For example, I met a friend at pasar malam, he was working there.

I don't know should I greet or not because I'm scared that he will feel ashamed of his job.

Then people said that I am not friendly.

=.=

My friend was telling me that he has a changed of plans because his late mother passed away.

I wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that, but then I thought of his feeling, and I just don't want to mention about it so that he don't feel bad. But really I feel really sorry for him. :(

Then, I was not in a bad mood, I don't want my anger and frustration shown to other people.

So I stayed away from the crowd, stayed away from my friends so that I don't make them feel uncomfortable. Then, people say I'm acting weird, this and that.

=.=

I don't know why sometimes i'm active and sometimes I just want to be alone.

Staying away from the crowd, I just want to get things done, listen to music.

and be alone.

although I really love and need companionship, but then, sometimes I just want to be alone.

Stupid stuff.

but true.

It's abit of the horoscope thingy, pisces, they are usually like that, very sensitive peoples.

Makes me look so weird !!

Greece and Berlin !!

During sem break went to Greece and Berlin.

One day before travelling went to work in campus Sursee till 2am.

Then next day 9am need to take train to Geneva airport already, tired until..... zzzz

anyway, flight was 3 hours, and the thing is I don't know what Greece is like..

All i know about Greece is Athens, and the Altar of Zeus is there..

So I was quite shocked to see something like a desert when I was arriving on the plane..

No plants, only sands, road and white houses..

So i thought this time doom liao.. haha..

But then it was quite awesome, when we were at the airport, we had a driver from the hotel to

pick us up and send us there, on the way to the hotel, can see all the white houses, narrow

streets, and of course, tourist..

then leh, we reach hotel already, that time also around 7pm, ngam ngam hou time to see sunset.. the view from my room was so nice !!

Don't jealous wor.. hehe..

This is Mykonos, first stop in Greece, we spent 3 days here, then got free spa also !!

after that we went to beach la, went to the town walk walk..

then got play bumper boat also !!! happiest moment of the whole trip !!!

Mykonos is totally a tourist area, can see all the big big cruise from anywhere by the sea..

After Mykonos leh, we went to Santorini which is also another beautiful island..

We took 4 hours ferry to reach there and when we arrive, it was sun set again !!

Stunning !!!

Then we ate lots of seafood also where it Switzerland you cannot eat because of the price !!

We went out to islands la, then went to hot spring..

Funny thing is you have to jump from the boat and swim to the hot spring.. haha..

luckily i still have stamina and breath to come back !!!

It was very nice though..

Next stop, Athens !!!

Athens is not as fun as Mykonos and Santorini because I think it's quite a boring city..

Except they have all these monuments, but cannot see zeus here also..

if not can yum cha with him before go back..

-.-

In Athens I am super happy because I ate alot alot alot alot alot alot of KFC !!!!!

dinner, then supper, then breakfast, then lunch,

KFC, KFC, KFC, KFC

omg, i miss KFC so much..

T.T

After Athen go Berlin already, find Hitler..

haha..

Funny part, do you know the history of this thing ?

One day, a man ride together with 4 horse, went up there and forgot how to come down..

so they stayed there until today..

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very cold now..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

never mind me..

-.-

So that's it !!

9 days holiday end already !!

now back to school..

wee ~

Campus Sursee

Muahaha.. Semester break just finished !!!

The week before the semester break was just so irritating and there's so much work to do !!

However I was so relieved that everything has come to an end.

On Friday I went to Campus Sursee to work part-time as a waiter. I went there together with other students from my school. It was actually something like a gathering event. I think the gathering is for old students. It was actually quite interesting because everyone came in the

same costume, not just a normal costume, it's 泥水工人! Sorry but I don't know what it's called in english. Anyway, the atmosphere was interesting, everyone was wearing like that, as if they were graduates there. Then there was tractors and 铲泥几. The front part where they dig the

mud, they put ice inside, then they put beer on top !!

imagine yourself la.. I didn't take any photo..

then after that during the dinner also have performance..

I really like the breakdance performance..

That guy can do head spin and at the same time take off shirt and pants with only boxer left..

and..

still spinning..

so damn cool..

Just wanted to experience something new..

also because I get paid too !!

June July August

Aloha !! sorry everyone for not updating !!

June July was the best months that happened to me where I finally met people I love.

People who needs me and wants my companionship. I always enjoy being beside people because I hated loneliness!! I am a pisces and loneliness can never happen to me.. I will break down into pieces !! I've gone through that period for 5 months. I've made new friends, nice people, bad ones, all types of people. but they really did took care of me and I wish i could do something for them. June and July was all about friends, family and pei hua. I managed to be with my best friends, have dinner with family at least during weekdays and also had dinner with granpa. I love him very much and I know that he loves me most. I only want to graduate and make him proud. that is the only thing that he wants and I am unable to do. I had lots of fun, going to waterfalls, gentings, playing card games, night out with bros, days of no worries, breakfast with pei hua, lunch with pei hua, dinner with pei hua and family. I couldnt express how happy I was to be home.

I had a flight delay of 5 hours in zurich and the flight home was horrible.. i couldnt sleep, i didnt want to watch movie, i just want to get home.. once i touch down, i was looking for sim card shop to call my parents.. and i also texted pei hua.. she didnt reply me, so i thought she was still working.. but in the end she showed up at the airport with my mom. I was so happy seeing her with my mom. I gave my mom a hug, and I gave her a hug. Then we went to my father and I gave him a hug. It was very warm. Of course the weather is too. haha.. crapping.. in the middle, time past very fast, and then again, i was back at the airport again.. holding hands with pei hua, walking with my parents, getting ready to board coming back to luzern.

As always, I cried. I tried not to. But then, i couldn't.

Coming back to luzern, I met jeanette hayley and patrice on the first day. Then I met gary, which is now my room mate :)

August is a busy week for assignments, more to come. stay tuned.

May-day

Well I guess it's time to update a bit about myself after not blogging for like more than a month !!

May wasn't one of the best month. Till now, I guess 2011 isn't a good year for me yet !!

I felt that I've grown up alot and things and people I used to not understand, I understand them now. I am now easily satisfied compared to last year. Last year I've had things went my way most of the time and I complain less. Little things can make me happy enough for a week because simply there's just too little good things going on lately. Highlight of the month was that I'm able to meet up Jeanette and Patrice !! and flop, was my money kept flowing away from me !!!
first I bought the flight ticket with wrong dates, then bought things which I don't need and I also lost bets from football =.=
Sometimes, we do things even thou we know it's wrong right ? it's call ‘犯贱’ !!
My english is terrible now !!　I've not been speaking english for a very long time and it sucks until I may have to take english course next sem =.=

At this point of time, I've only been looking forward to go home. At the same time, I also felt sad because I'm leaving such a fun working place where I get to enjoy alot and also get good money.

I've been happy with my colleagues, service, kitchen, been eating nice food. I will be back often because this is really one place I feel more like home in switzerland. I will miss how they call me Banana boy. Haha. What a stupid name, but then it sounded warm because only friends would do that, although they are 10 years and even older than me, but they were very nice people and most importantly we help each other out all the time.

I'm not very close with the owners, besides the daughter because she speaks english and also I'm learning alot of german from her !!
Going back this time, somehow it was not as excited as last december, maybe because i've finally settled here. But then there are also people I miss alot.
My grandfather has been lonely ever since my grandmother passed away, and last month i received news that my baby sitter passed away. All of the sudden, I felt my heart cracked abit, she wasn't old, she was healthy, i just saw her last december and I said I would come see her again, but I never thought that it turned out this way. She took care of me when I was young.
I've never done anything for her, and now she's gone just like that.
I don't want the same thing to happen to my grandfather, I will try to see him once every sunday, and have breakfast with him if possible once in a fortnight. I know he loves me a lot, among all grandchildren, I felt it. I love him too, but it's time to show him that.
i didnt give him more than 8A's in exam, no 1st 2nd or 3rd in class, now he just wants me to graduate and have a picture with him, and then get married. I guess it's not hard at all.

My parents, after working here, i know that they've worked hard, for many many years, maybe even cut on their personal expenses or food. I cannot repay them now but then I want to show them that I love them too. Having breakfast and dinner could be the best way to catch up with them because I don't see them any other times.

Also is Pei hua, where I can only spend one month or so with her. I wished I had more time but then, life must go on. Plans are coming but not one is confirmed yet. Maybe when they are, I am ready to feel excited to be back home again.

Gone

Few days ago i slept at 3am and i had to wake up at 9.45am to get ready for work.

Suddenly in the middle of my sleep i had this very weird dream.

I dreamed of a friend, a friend which was once closed to me, who understands me a lot and we always talked about our troubles until form 6.

I met her during Form4, through Chow Wing Hong, her name was Gan Lu Yuen. We both attended dance sessions together for a year. We were not that close at first, we just exchanged number because we go for the dance sessions together. After the dance sessions, sometimes her mother would fetch her home and sometimes she would walk back to AMC. We got closer when we started to walk back to our schools more often. We started sharing things, I was in a relationship, later on she also had a crush on another guy. We asked each other for opinions and also she would understand me very much, she was the first true friend which is a female that i had. We never got anywhere beyond that relationship. Although at one point of time before form 6 started, i had this little thought in my mind that she understands me very well and she has been a very good friend to me for such a long time, we share common interests and i admire her dancing a lot. I was indeed fond on her.

Then one day, chow asked me how was she because he had not contacted her for a very long time, so i just told him about her recent situations. At that point of time he immediately realized that i was into her.

Crap.

I told him off and i said no. Of course, he did not believed me because he knew me better than anyone of my friends. Coincidentally, Chow and Lulu bumped into each other just after a few days after we had this conversation. He was working at Blay in parade and Lulu passed by with her friends. And so they talked for a while and on that night, lulu asked me a question. A very odd one. I only remembered the content.

Chow started praising me in front of her, stating that i am a good guy, bla bla bla and CONSIDERABLE. so she asked me if there is something going on. Guess what, I lied. I rejected the idea that i was into her, she believed.

I guess.

and so she started to say things like, we are only good friends and stuff. Well, if i say i'm not sad after hearing those words i would be lying. Soon after that, I realized that it was just a game played between my mind and my heart. I broke up, she was there for me as a friend and that's it. Just that its the stupid habit of Pisces to start imagine things that 99.9% would not happen. Form 6 started and we kept in touch as always. When exams came by, we contact less, a good luck wish on trial exam, stpm, and after that the distance was even further.

Until i decided to come to switzerland had i realize that we've neglected each other. and so we went out one night just to have a drink near her house, with permission of Pei hua, i know it was hard for her, to be a little too generous on this but Lulu, she is an important friend to me, I had to bid goodbye to her at least face to face. and since that goodbye, we've never talked about what we've been through.

Until that dream came by.

We were both in a dance competition, with different teams.

She was angry at me,

( it was a dream and i dont know why she was mad at me too =.= )

and she wouldn't talk to me even when I wished her luck for her performance.

and so i was sad and i expressed that during my team's performance.

Eventually, my team got 3rd place and hers got champion.

and then the dream gets even weirder !!!

I fainted out of no reason and she wouldn't even see me when she knew.

and that was when i woke up.

6 something in the morning, feeling cold, hiding under my blanket.

then i thought for awhile, she has already gone.

out of my life for a very long time.

and i was saddened.

There was no real chance for me to catch up with her, every time i see her in msn or facebook, we talked less than 15 min and her replies was like haha, ya lor, and then offline-d.

must be the line in UPM.

Now all i know is that she is involved in a big and active chinese society and she is dancing again. At least i know she is doing what she love most.

I wish you all the best Lulu, all the way from switzerland.